no topic.. :P

sorry again bloggie...
i think it had been almost a month i didnt blog..
i was too lazy to blog.. :P
having exams starting from tomorrow..
but didnt seem to study well..
coz my brain is really corrupted...
i cant seem to hav any interest in reading..
wish i was tat 戴阳天 which is a guy aged same as my sis...
but he's a pop-star... actor blabla...
i research about him after i watch this singapore drama series called... 乒乓圆
quite a nice movie... but dont think the ending is quite nice..
the concept is good there... but the guy which is the silent 1...
i waited him to defeat his opponent from the front part till the end part...
but he only start playing at the last 3 episodes...
the ending is just not perfect enough... it could be better...
but it was nice... cool...

after finishing the whole drama in just 3 days i think..
i turn on my television n' saw him in another drama act call " The Little Nyonya"...
now i'm still watching it... bcoz of this movie..
only i started to research on him...
then blablabla... quite admire him... coz when he was young a japanese guy i think..
brought him to Japan n' trained him to be a model..
quite cool huh...

dunno why every pop star tat i researched.. most of them r guys...
like the X-men: Origin... the young wolverine...
i was also quite admire him... a 14 yo singer... actor..
hav a beautiful voice...
not lyk me.. having a ugly 25yo face while i'm only 15..
damn shit man...
so sad about it.. tat's why i was always quiet when i'm out in the society...
i feel embarrass when they c my face... which tat i'm not either handsome nor cute...
i'm so mature.... WHY!!! WHY!!! WHY!!!

i load a few pics of 戴阳天 in the web....
it was lyk i looks 60-70% like him...
but just older... as in i look older than him...
but he's 25 n' i'm 15...
i looks older... WHY can this happen??
but i was quite happy tat i looks a bit lyk him..
but he was surely to be more handsome than me... :P
he's a pop star... who m i??
haiz..

oo..
bac to exams...
dunno wat to do man..
i wasted about 2-3 hours to do my notes..
but it just covered about 2 pgs of 1 of the topics..
arghh...
giving up... i'm so not into study..
but i hav to finish my exam fast..
so tat i could go to Australia.. :P
start my new life...

i was hoping miracle would happen...
since i was young... i wished n' hoped tat i could be a pop star..
but i cant.. look at my face n' u'll c why i cant..
dunno... i just wish i was them... being cool..
hav true cool friends... haiz..
stop it.. :(

till here my blog...
i'll blog some other times..
bye.. :(