tired man... !!!

damn tired man today...

went work on 6p.m. at "Happy Beans"...
just went to serve n' clean n' clean n' non-stop cleaning till off-duty...
after tat i went to 100Yen to meet my boss n' fwens...
boss told me some stories... :)
most of them r not working due to studies...
but 1 of my fwen went operation... sad... :(
i bought a biscuit from 100 Yen too... :P Coconut Sable Biscuit after going back home... no food for me...!!!
then mum go cook hotdog and vegetables with rice for me... :P
haha... :P so bad.. call mum to cook at night...
mm... on the evening... mum n' i went for "dinner"?... i
ate "char siew" rice... mum ate "ban mee" i think...
i think tat all for today...

*yesterday...
didnt post for friday... so this is it... :P
we got tons of homework... as in just about 20-30pgs of homework...
then we hav our mathathon due to the tons of math homework...the class genius done 1 set of paper in just 20mins straight... my
20mins was spend on my fwen... doodle n' Michael Zelski ...Michael Zelski...
lame right... but i lyk the doodle...
on the way of doin mathathon...
our class "leng lui" come n' gave us jelly... miss form3 as aunty jello...
and they hav a drawing section on the Art n' Design class... one of the sample... :P
tat all for tat day...
but stress lo tat day...
got so many homework...
tats all... :P
have to eat my supper... :P
haha... bye...

* feel very sorry for mum due on how i treated her...
everytime after i scolded or treated mean to her...
i'll hav hard feelings...
its not fun u noe..
but i just cant control to do tat...
arghh... why o why o why...!!!

the feeling is following me!!!

heeeelp!!!
this stupid feeling is visiting me again!!!
i feel so suffer!!!
really dunno how to explain this feeling...
this feeling makes me feels very bad...
it's lyk its not me anymore...
i'm changing to a new rough life feeling...
heeeelp!!!!
is there any1 out there can help me???
pls man... i need ur help!!!
arghhh.....!!!
why do i hav this feeling...

btw... the holidays have start...
yesterday i was so emo in the morning...
till the evening i was only fine...
i dunno wat had happen to me..
the feeling makes me feel suffer...
i think i hav this experience b'fore...
but dunno how or when it will be wore off...
arghh....!!!
heeeeelp!!!

no mood to post any skul times story...
sry blog...
will post maybe some other times...
but there is 1 thing i need to say...
this holiday is not counted as holiday...
is domorehomework-day...
dunno wat to say anymore...
bye...!!!

just woke up...

morning...
just woke up... toooo early...
hmm...
posting some of the pics... :P

My school study scene... :P
actually still got volleyball court 1...
but the pic makes tat weird feeling to come bac...
so i deleted it... :P
haha...
lazy to post anything ald...
go sleep again... :P
morning... :P

feel bad n' weird for the day... : (

today... i feel so sad n' so bad...
occur in the presentation (malay)... "training"
there's some1 talk "things" behind of me...
i felt so damn sad... i almost cried...
* but i cried at last... a few minutes only... :P
to cover my sadness i just act fierce...
some of my friend got scared by me... coz of my attitude...
maybe is me who misunderstand them... haizz...
why my life is tat miserable!!!

ok... next story...
i felt so weird after goin for the volleyball...
coz maybe all of them r college students... so i feel lyk....
if i grow older... i will hav their life...
dunno how to describe... is just lyk time will just flew away fast...
its lyk when u r young u wan to grow faster...
but now when u r old u just hope the time would just turn bac...
but it wont... i feel weird " sad, scared "???
really hard to describe this feeling...
now i'm feeling it too... just hope that after i wake up...
my brain will just wash the feeling away " brainwash " :P
bcoz of this feeling...
i think i write my blog until i also cannot understand wat i'm writing...
OMG!!!

today very tired ar...
so maybe will post some pics tomorrow...
mm.. nothing to say for now...
night... : )
good luck to me for the malay presentation...
btw... i'm the conducter... :P
night...
muacz... haha... : )

feel so guilty...

today i feel damn guilty...
coz i cheated in the ICT exam...
actually some of us did cheat...
but i cheat the most... lolz...
arghh.. i copied a lot from the book...
but i use in my own words la... : (
waa... waa... die liao...
haih... i feel guilty till i cant hav my evening nap...
just don kept bother it... haizz...

ohh... i snap a few pics of my class project... n' edited it...my hand... haha... V for Vendetta...

this was my class work during BM class...
kind a lame... but memorable...
so cool right my hand... :P
mine was the unique 1... cool...

mmm... ntg special happened today...
but after the ICT exam tat i cheated...
i felt relax... but i also felt so so so guilty...
haih...
exams finally over...
but bringing the guiltiness into my holiday mood...
haizz... ntg to say...

bye again my blog...
muacz... : P

1st time editing pics... ( :

finally finish editing my "stupiak" picture... :P
learning how to edit my picture... for my new life...

will be having a ICT test tomorrow...
but still didnt touch a single page...
hheellpp...
very frustrated in skul...
the teacher... u can say tat it's all the same...
maybe it's me... not them... arghh...
today i found out tat i'm not a good friend...
coz when something gone wrong... i sure go complain wif other friend...
haih... why why why...
i must change!!!

this few month i was feeling so stressed...
but now i'm finally gaining bac my confidence...
n' i finally got fwens who invite me out for sports... :P
haha... i'm so damn lame...

hav to read my ICT d... : (
bye my lovely blog... muacz...
haha... geli...

new chance!!!

the purpose of my new blog is to set a new chance in my life!!!
from here now 25May '09 11.30p.m...
i declare my new chance n' life hav just START!!!

lolz...To meself:
Hey you, you musn't break your rules ya!!! Or else there is no more chance for you!!!

:P I'm so lame... but i need to remind myself...
oo... btw... wanna remind myself tat i think i finally found a girl tat i lyk...
but i dont even noe who she is... coz i met her at the shopping complex...
she looks mature n' nice to me... after i met her, i tried to look for her in the complex...
but i failed... : ( waa...waa...
she's the 1st girl tat make my ventricle pump violently...
*not tat violent... just make my heart pump more fast... :P

i think i hav nothing to write anymore...
but i felt tat day by day... i gain more confidence...
you can do it!!! : )

bye my blog...!!!