feel bad n' weird for the day... : (

today... i feel so sad n' so bad...
occur in the presentation (malay)... "training"
there's some1 talk "things" behind of me...
i felt so damn sad... i almost cried...
* but i cried at last... a few minutes only... :P
to cover my sadness i just act fierce...
some of my friend got scared by me... coz of my attitude...
maybe is me who misunderstand them... haizz...
why my life is tat miserable!!!

ok... next story...
i felt so weird after goin for the volleyball...
coz maybe all of them r college students... so i feel lyk....
if i grow older... i will hav their life...
dunno how to describe... is just lyk time will just flew away fast...
its lyk when u r young u wan to grow faster...
but now when u r old u just hope the time would just turn bac...
but it wont... i feel weird " sad, scared "???
really hard to describe this feeling...
now i'm feeling it too... just hope that after i wake up...
my brain will just wash the feeling away " brainwash " :P
bcoz of this feeling...
i think i write my blog until i also cannot understand wat i'm writing...
OMG!!!

today very tired ar...
so maybe will post some pics tomorrow...
mm.. nothing to say for now...
night... : )
good luck to me for the malay presentation...
btw... i'm the conducter... :P
night...
muacz... haha... : )