sorry me bloggie...

so sorry man...
i was too lazy to blog...
but will tell u wat i rmb...
ok last 2 weeks i think...
our skul hav a carnival...
so we have done the haunted house..
scaring people... people scaring us.. :P
it was quite fun but many thing happens after tat...
we got RM800+ for our earnings...
but the total earnings before cutting out our cost is RM1300...
there's a problem coz my friends can be said tat accidentally molested...
the 2 girls wants to make it to a bigger deal..
but it was just a misunderstanding i think...
but the boy is also very stupid... coz he went in 6 times...
so the girl just think tat he hav a motive.. so...
stupid guy... went in to our haunted house for 6 times...
then parents came... blablabla...
parents came is after 1 week la...
it took 1 week and a few days for the process...
then other things i forget d..
but i still rmb last sat went to friends house n' watch Friday the 13th...
not so scary... not so excited... but ok la...
ntg happen lo...

if i rmb then i post again la..
oh ya.. now i'm back eating kokocrunch 5days ago.. :P
haha... then following my schedule to be fat.. :P
just start today... :P
night la for now..
bye blog... lazy... :P
but regret didnt post so long..
coz all memory all gone... :(

posting for Tues-Today... :P

sry for not posting my bloggie...
very lazy to post ar...
homework all havent do...
very stress ar..

k... Tuesday story...
as usual wake about 1-2p.m....
then went to Taipan n' prepare the new me... :P
LOLz...
1st... i went cutting my hair...
*quite nice though
then i brought a new brush - electronic brush...
after tat i went to pair up my new specs...
but the specs there hav a problem...
coz got 2 model i lyk...
1 of it the lens design was nice...
another was the side...hard to decide...
but i choose the 1 wif the edge...
*coz mum choose it... :P
later tat.. i went bac home lo... :P
then sleep... movie... eat... sleep...
END OF THE DAY... :P

oo... wait... just rmb a thing...
i went ah yi's house wif bro, bro's gf n'mum...
we brought durian n' some "duck meat?" wif us...
there i tried to cook my old cuisine...
but i failed...
coz i was told tat the pan was non-sticky...
but it isnt... so my cuisine just stick onto the pan... :(
ntg happen then... :P
END... :P

ok.. turning to my next day...
didnt did anything for the day...
in the evening about 3p.m. i was invited to play mahjong... :P
*wif my bro n' his gf...
having fun playing...
*tell u wat... last time when i play... i sure always cares about money...
but starting this year onward i stopped.. :P
actually the process have much more fun than money...
BTW... i just only won about 20-40cents in 2 hours... :P
haha...
then at night mum n' i went n' pay my specs...
i choose a lot there...
there's where i found the specs which has the nicer lens...
after choosing n' doing the eye test..
we went bac home... n' mum rushed out for her business...
i was so messed wif my feeling wheather to choose which 1..
but finally i hav chosen wat mum has choose... :P
then i think tat my Ending for Tat Day... :P

turning to my next day again which is today...
hav a call at night yesterday to inform me to work on morning shift...
woke up 9... watch cartoon (Ben10)... :P.... then went work... clean up the store...
got peeled on my skin when opening the detergent... then ntg lo...
work until 4p.m. then went bac...
watch movie... sleep... blogging lo... :P
haha... END of THE DAY again... :)

bye my blog...
very lazy ar... :P
night...

i give up... invincible...

this was yesterdays news...
coz ald over 12a.m....
yesterday father, bro n'me went to c bro's house...
its kinda small... but as long as he lyks it than ok lo...
*not my house also... :P
b'fore tat we went to c a bungalow show house nearby there...
coz waiting for the agent to get the key...
damn big le... RM1.6million...
the smallest room = 3 quarter of bro's living room... :P
after tat we went bro's gf family's "pan mee" store n' eat...
it taste quite nice... but actually i dunno nice or not...
coz dad say nice nice nice...
the "pan mee" actually hav a nickname...
tat's "sonar pan mee"...
coz at the moment u eat... u surely will be sweating...
haha... :P
after eating we went to the nearby Jusco...
went there not more than 30mins than went out...

sienzz ar...
coz i was mad at Jusco...
this was bcoz the whole day... dad don talk to me...
i'm absolutely invincible... when i speak they wont reply or say anything...
i'm so damn sad u noe... coz dad just talk about me bro...
i was lyk when he saw a store then say " u wanna buy anything ar "...
i was lyk... oo.. i'm the 1 who lyks to spend ur money la...
but i always don buy... coz i noe my school fees ald damn expensive...
but how he treated me... how???

how u treat me dad... u say urself...

n' my bro... he just knows how to act in front of my father...
call me to argue wif my father coz of mummy thingy...
then later go n' take advantage...
he sure really knows how to act... all the family member just trusted him...
i tried to argue wif him b'fore...
but my mouth just kept losing to him...
nvm... i don need my family to live now...
even my sister...
she use to be the most important once in my life...
but now... NOPE!!!

i don need u to live my sister...
who u think u r... i noe u r damn busy n' damn stress these days...
but... nvm i don care anymore...
if u saw this comment of mine i noe u sure just say...
"Wat u wan to say u say lo, i hav no energy to argue," right.
tell u wat, u r not tat important to be anymore...
but u r still my sister... u hurt me too much...
i give up upon caring my sister too much... n' wat i get was just scolding...
only mum cares about me...
but i just dunno how to speak...
mum i'm so sorry ok!!!
how u'll still love me.... nor bro...
he's the bad guy...
haih... no1 will believe me...
i give up!!!

for now... i really dunno wat to do...
i'm too stress upon my family...
every1 hav a happy family...
hav a good brother... good sister...
me??? hav a big gap between them....
no comuunication... more arguement...
i noe if i post this i'll sure regret upon wat i said about my sister...
coz i really care her much till now...
she's the 1 who supports me more....
but from wat i hear from them...
sis just dont treat me as a important member...
she forgets about me...
i felt very sad about tat...
so i really dunno wat to do...
from small my birthdays wishes was just lyk i wanna hav a happy family...
*sometimes no... :P wanna be a star... haha... :P
but now wat i get...
i noe God hav a rule...
wat u wan... u need to earn it...
as in God giv u chance to get ur wish...
i tried...
lyk today... dad thinks tat i'm invincible...
so i say its a challenge... God is teaching me not to be mad...
i tried lots of times...
but i cant...
i'm too stress...
actually i hav a secret about my whole life...
but i cant tell...
mainly is coz by this family...
but i wont say...

i noe i'll sure regret for wat i've write just now...
but i need to remind myself wat had happened today...
i dunno if i need to say sorry to my sister or not...
..........
sorry...
but i wont frogive my brother...
just go to hell la u...

end of my feeling...

forgot wat happen... :P

art on me hand... :P
although not nice...
but i darw 1 le... :P
hehe...

finally i can on9 d...
but i forgot wat happen yesterday...
*mean yesterday's yesterday...
coz ald over 12.00a.m...
but i rmb today after 12.00a.m....
coz i just came bac from ah yi's house at about 2a.m....
*from the evening... went ah yi's house about 6p.m. b'fore tat went for lunch...
then my bro went basketball n' i went to ah yi's house...
i help her to solve her computer problem...
after tat bro came 'bout 8p.m....
then we chat n' eat lamb chop i think...
ah yi cooked it... quite nice...
ah yi also made ice cream for us too...
but kinda sour... :P so i just ate a few....
we also drank a bit of wine...
but the wine isnt tat nice... so we also drank a little only...
after tat we chat till midnight...
after tat we went to the Burger King shop n' chat again...
after tat we went bac n' start our journey...
journey to retrieve bac our memories...
memories at europe...
kinda fun... coz guessing where is this... where is tat...
oh ya...
when i finished helping ah yi wif her computer...
we found out there is a voice reconization software...
kinda fun though... :P

mm.. i think tat's all for today....
lazy to write... but i scare i forgot after sleep...
so i write 1st lo... :P
haih... my lame blog...
but this is just my memories... :P
haha...
night... muacz...

late post... internet suspend...

Waa.. waa… :'(

I wanna cry d…

Today I saw the cutest kid in my life…

So damn cute la….

But didn’t take the kids picture…

So sad… I can feel my eyes…

My heart felt so sad la…

Why… why… why…

U noe the kid was lyk looking me in a weird face…

N’ the eyes so big n’ giving me a weird look…

So damn cute la wei…

Hope tat next time my baby also tat cute…

Next time if I saw him… MUST take picture…

Wanna cry ald la now… didn’t take him picture…

Today same lo… no need to say I also know d…

Can memorize ald…

Sleep… tv.. sleep… wake.. work…

But today got a bit of adjustment… :P

Sleep…. Tv… homework… work… haha…

At work the same lo…

Then after work…

Went bac home… mum told me tat the Pulau Redang trip has been canceled…

Coz kena trick ald… the guy have trick my aunt for 1500bucks…

N’ now the guy has gone…

The guy was our relatives I think… coz mum say same hometown 1…

Haih…

Still wanna cry bcoz of tat baby…

Not actually baby la..

About 1-2 year old gua…

So cute… if my baby tat cute or more cute…

I sure damn happy… :P

Ok… today I’m writing on Microsoft Word…

Coz my internet is being suspend…

So will post this after my internet has recover… J

Tat’s all for today…

CUTE BABY!!!

I WANT TAT BABY!!!

June 4 2009 Thursday 10.56p.m.

no idea for title... :P

ok...

today everything was fine...
but the only thing was tat i wake on 2p.m.... :P
n' there's a funny incident u noe..
in the morning about 7a.m. in the morning...
i woke up in a sudden...
n' i saw dad was outside the bathroom...
i saw the clock n' it was 7.23a.m. i think...
then i spoke out in a sudden...
"Oh, shit i need to go to work... i'm so damn late... die lo..."
after tat i was lyk...
eh... got so fast meh??
wat did i do in the morning...
then dad say me... " you crazy ald r...?? r u ok??? " :P
after tat i waste about a minute n' think...
then i was lyk oookkk... cheh...
after tat i went bac n' sleep till 2.pm...
actually in the middle i got awake...
but lazy to wake up... so sleep sleep sleep till 2p.m. lo...
i lyk my sister... " a sleepy pig "
quite a funny thing to post...
the same thing after wake...
watch cartoon... movies... sleep... wake... bath... work... :P

at work is kinda fun...
coz there was 2 funny girl working wif me in the same shift...
walau... both of them can go n' do show d... :P
they lyk normal girls la... but kept talking nonsense,,,
actually every girl also lyk tat la...
then today the same lo...
most of the time washing bowls la... :P
haha... : )
after work i went to my boss house wif the staffs...
coz is her birthday...then i felt happy lo...
coz they're lyk a family...
a Happy Bean family...
they communicate, watch movie, karaoke, steamboat...
but tat was last time la... when i havent started working...
feel happy there...
actually i think the male boss is ok lo...
just maybe sometimes "fat fo"...
overall ok la...

wa... i think i dunno wat i write...
coz very messy la this post...
nvm la...
just for me to read only...
lazy to edit ar...
so just simply put colour only...
sorry me blog... :P
bye bye la me blog...
muacz... :)

another day wif ntg to do...

wake up at around 11a.m....

then watch cartoon... eat... movie... discovery... sleep...
then wake... prepare to go work... go work...
working there is kinda fun... WHEN the boss r not in...
wash bowls... wash bowls... wash more bowls...
arghhh...
the stupid male boss again...
1st i tot is my problem coz 1 of the staff say he just act cool...
but when the end of the business... he fectch me bac...
n' he's lyk darn fierce saying... "HERE!!!"
stupid boss...
maybe last decade i killed his parents...
haih...
later i went bac n' told dad n' mum...
dad was lyk if u not happy then then dont work la...
but mum's lyk so innocent...
her face makes me feel bad... coz she lyk no energy to talk...
this few weeks she started to become more n' more tired...
then sometimes her heart will go pain..
call her to go c doctor she dunno got go or not...
too bad i cant drive...
haihz...
another day going to pass again...
the time just flew so fast in the holidays... : (
ok.. today i'm posting a few pictures about the staff over there...
a leng lui n' a leng zai...
a quite cute couple...
but the girl ald hv boyfriend ald...
so they cannot be a cute couple... : (feel very sorry for mum for wat i had did...
wanna change the attitude of talking to her...
but... haizz...
i was lyk i scold mum then feel so bad..
if she "d_e" i sure damn sad...
if dont hav her then dont hav me...
why... pls let me change la...
so sorry mum...
sorry... sorry... sorry...

June the 1st...

almost forget to blog...
just finish my "face treatment"...
ok... today...
do nothing in the morning...
sleep till 11a.m.??? i think...
then watch cartoon... discovery... cartoon...
sleep... wake... then bath n' went work...
its kinda ok working there...
but tired la...
the stupid boss there... which is the guy not the girl...
is lyk i killed his parents lyk tat...
make tat stupid attitude in front of me...
dunno wat happen to him...
so fierce...
maybe is bcoz he's from Taiwan gua... :P
or maybe its just me being paranoid...
yea i think its me...
today i also almost cleaning the bowls from 4p.m. to the end of the business...
hav back sore after cleaning...
but ok lo... :) got funny fwens there...
at the end of the business... mum came wif her fwens...
most church fwens which is ok to me...
but there is a stupid aunty call Doris...
which is my mum's nephew... 40+++++...
hate her damn much...
i almost wanna hit her wif the bowl of beans tat my fwen help me pack...
shit her... she's a damn bastard who always bully my mum...
curse her... old darn woman...
but i'm so darn bad too...
coz i scolded my mum n' call her to shut up...
*of course not in front of her fwens la...
coz she call her fwens which is the church 1 to come to the store...
n' i feel very bad lo...
sorry mum... i dont mean it...
just tat i cant control my temper...
so so so sorry... haih...
after went bac home call "kakak" to cook 2 eggs for me wif vege n' rice...
then tats all for the day... :P
lyk my journal...
wat time till wat time do wat thing... :P
but i just wanna write everything i can think about now...
coz a few days later i'll sure forgot everything... :P
bad memory... brain corrupted... :P
night me blog... :)